August 22, 2008

Posted: August 22, 2008 in Uncategorized

…good on you…

hilarious it said…i felt extremely out of line…why on earth the good lord kept throwing at me the same “spirit”? More impossibly to be obtained. Is this a curse? Why cursing me with something like this? Is this a game? Why gambling me with something like this? I never won!

Oh my God, that was so soft and gentle. I’m full, my mind’s full, my brain’s full and my head’s about to explode. Decision, decision and decision, one after another…i have to make them…Throwing this away, making that stay. I will regret, no i won’t. It has never been so hard, because i wanted to make sure, it wasn’t for a particular one.

the battle continued without a start. I wrestled without my heart. I was invaded by recklessness. My heart wasn’t a fan, it gave me up. I went on with ignorance, my ignorance, because i don’t need another “simple pain” from a blind heart. I was abandoned or was it abandoned? We ripped out one another. Why flung myself into the same thing? My heart was stupid, and once wasn’t enough. The battle continued with no sight of “the end”. Ironic, it is ironic, it’s always ironic!

“Stranger you…
look so different
Some other thoughts fill up your mind
And you just made it happen
Got me thinking ’bout you in my life
And now I hope that my wish’s not too weak
I hope that my will is enough enough
’cause you made it all good for me yeah
You made it all right
You made it all good for me yeah
You made it just fine
Stranger can you forgive me
If it sounds like I know you too well
It’s just that you
Have been like
water when I was feeling so thirsty
Oh and now, I think of you though you don’t know
The reason why
I love you so
But never mind
’cause you made me it all good for me yeah
You made it all right
You made it all good for me yeah
You made it just fine
Stranger can you forgive me
If it sounds like I know you too well?
It’s just that you
Have been like
water when I was feeling so thirsty
Oh and now; I think of you though you don’t know
The reason why
I love you so
But never mind
But never mind
’cause you made me it all good for me yeah
You made it all right
You made it all good for me yeah
You made it just fine
Could you feel higher
Yet I know it’d be too much for your
love
It’d be sad to wait for anything your anything..
So I sing.
I sing the words that I would say to you
I sing the time that I would spend with you with you..
’cause you made me it all good to me yeah
You made it all right
You made it all good for me yeah
You made it just fine
Could you feel higher
Could I feel better
Could I feel higher
Stranger you look so different
Some other thoughts fill up my mind
And you just made it happen
Got me thinking of you in my life “

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